March 28 part 2

If your anxiety has kicked in over my last story you’ll be happy to know”My” Sienna and I have been talking for a bit on and off tonight.

Pretty quickly I can tell something is wrong with her. Using that lump 3′ above my ass I ask her to tell me what’s going on and I’ll listen. What can I say..I love the crazy bitch.

She tells me about how she’s at a point where she needs to make a life changing decision about staying with her husband or branching off. Apparently this fucker has been doing better and trying hard and all that B.S…after years and years and years. I tell her “if you do anything, get out of this unhealthy relationship”.

I know she’s not convinced because she keeps talking about how he’s “the safe bet” and she can tell how his personality has changed. Ugh… once again same story different guy. I never thought I had to worry about this asshole to be honest. BUT…I really don’t. I want that girl to be happy and smile, I do.

So, I spill my guts to her and tell her I know its a big mistake and that she needs to put herself first for once and take back her life. She’s always putting other people ahead of her and she needs to be a bit selfish now. I think my exact words were “I know you care a lot about people..its great. but once in your life think about you. From all you’ve said (if it’s been true)..this is not the relationship for you; its just not.

We’re still talking and I don’t know what she’ll decide…I just hope she is wise enough to make the smart choice for her. It’s gonna hurt either way, but it needs to happen. As much as I hate not being her man, I’ll be there to support her when she needs it.

Wow…maybe I’m not such a bad guy after all..? Nahhh

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March 28

Good news readers and pervs, the orgasm-less streak is over.

Wow, I was kind of up later than I wanted last night chatting with Tonya. Keep in mind I was super bored and having a shitty day. Today was a rough because of that..I stayed tired and it really wasn’t worth it. However, the day did improve.

Tonya wanted to meet me at lunch but I was busy and pushed it back later on during the day. We met at a gas station and drove to the park (no there were no gay men banging each other in little cars…that I’m aware of) where it was quite secluded. We were in my car for a bit talking (keep in mind this is the only woman other than my wife and Sienna who’s ever been in it) when Tonya kissed me. I was kind of thrown off because I was still dwelling and whining over the fact it was not Sienna there. I actually had that in the back of mine most of the time Tonya and I were together but it slowly faded away towards the end.

We hung out for about 1 1/2 hrs and as I told her I needed to head back to work she grabs my cock. YEP…right out of the blue. I’m guessing she didn’t want me to go. The reason being was she gave me a bigger clue when she quickly unbuttoned my pants, unzipped it and started stroking it. At this point I wasn’t thinking about anything other than the ultimate goal of finally cumming from interaction with someone other than my own two hands.

So she strokes and talks dirty asking me how it feels and if she should put it in her mouth…hmm let me think…OKAY! It didn’t sound like such a bad idea. I did “kind of” feel bad that I was doing this with someone other than Sienna but to my recollection she said to me once before “go ahead because you shouldn’t have to wait if I’m not ready to do it with you”. What a champ she is!!

So boom…mouth on the cock it is. She starts slowly, almost teasing the head and then gently biting. Somewhere in there I remember pulling her hair fairly hard (its okay she liked it). After a few mins of licking, sucking and teasing I’m ready to cum…no shame here, it had been going on 7 fucking I was ready.

She said “don’t cum in my mouth”.

Are you fucking serious? What’s up with women and that? LOL Where am I supposed to cum in my car when I have to go back to work? On my clothes…? No thanks. Instead she threw me a curveball and said I want you to cum down my shirt on my tits. Okay… WTF just happened? I’m thinking…is this even legal? She has to go back to work yet she wants this, in fact, she is practically begging me to!!!

Who am I to turn down a cute girl who wants my cum down her shirt…after all I had plenty of it to go around.? So, without further a due…whoosh and splat! Here is my mountain full (I’m not kidding) of cum on this poor girls chest and already soaking through 3 thin shirts…I couldn’t help but laugh..but at the same time it was kinda kinky and hot.

Shortly after that I give her some napkins (I didn’t know what else to do) and head on my way. By the way immediately after that she texts me and says “thanks” lol and that she wants more.

When I get back to work I nearly pass out from exhaustion…hey now, I haven’t cum in quite a while so it took a lot out of me!

That’s where Tonya and I stand as of now…maybe we’ll talk tomorrow. Who knows.

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March 27

Pretty boring day actually… lots of emotion and worries outside the realm of Sienna.

Did I even talk to her today? Sure I did…we rarely go one day without talking to each other..although I can see that being the norm in the future. Once again we chit-chattered about the small stuff. “How are you” on and so forth. We even cracked a few rare jokes until the conversation got more serious.

You see, I was already in a shitty mood for reasons she only knows (but she didn’t know until the end of our conversation). Things once again turned serious and once we get into “serious” conversations..we both get defensive. So I did my best to cut it short and sever all emotional ties as quickly as possibly BUT not before I asked her another jackass question:

What am I to you, Sienna?

I thought to myself quickly..WTF are you doing “Mr. Incredible”? Before she had a chance to respond I asked her not to. I said “Some things are better left unknown”..ah yes, classy…maybe even Frank Sinatra like. Haha.

Anyway, that’s that for Sienna.

I did text with Tonya for a while in the evening but nothing seemed to quench my thirst for happiness today. She’s funny and at least seems to remotely care about me…so that’s a plus.

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March 26

A pair of star crossed lovers…okay maybe its a solo lover but that’s how the story remains.

Sienna and I spoke briefly last night as I got online quickly to say good night. Of course she took it negatively so I didn’t bother to explain and left frustrated yet once again. So the story slowly continues for now…

It does get easier to move on as the days pass with little interaction. I’ve even began talking with a new/old friend named Tonya..yeah, the name is not the most attractive but it works for now. I’ll keep you posted.

FYI…Sienna did text me this morning but I never responded because I got it one hour later. I never know when her husband is around and I’m still (and will always) remain respectful of that.

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March 25 part 2

Soo not much of a romantic day. Haha.

Sienna and I spoke briefly and coldly. I did manage to squeeze out an apology for all that was said yesterday. Yesterday was a rough day for this non-relationship.

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March 25

Thanks for all the emails everyone…I’ll post news as I have it!!

Have a good one, share this blog with a friend and keep hitting that poll!!!

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